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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2007|05:25 pm]
Happy Two Years, Brian. I love you so much.



This is my very last post in this journal. I will, however, be using it to check everyone else's posts.
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2007|04:26 pm]
So this is a very strange request - but I'm trying to draw out a plan of what I want my room to look like so I can see what I can fit in it and what I shouldn't bother bringing. What I need to know are the dimensions of the following:

The Closets in the dorms. (I'm pretty sure they're all the same size)
The desks in dorms. (not including the shelving thing on the top.)
I already found the bed (80" long x 36" wide)
I think that's all.

Thanks!
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2007|07:13 pm]
New Hampshire was incredible.
21 days until HP7 comes out.
Start work tomorrow.
Band Camp in a couple of months.
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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2007|03:21 pm]

A rumor has been traveling around. Apparently, Brian and I are engaged. Now, as wonderful as that would be, I type this with a small chuckle to tell you that this is not true. A promise ring lay waiting on my finger to one day be replaced with an engagement ring, but not yet. One year and 10 months (plus almost a year of swooning over one another previous) is a bit soon for two college juniors to be planning a wedding.
We do talk about it, though. It is in the talking stage, I suppose, if we want to go that far; but there is no diamond on my finger, or moonrock, or even 25 cent 7-11 rings(which will hopefully not be the case when the time comes.)
But when the time comes, count on my to use up all of my minutes on my cell phone to call everyone and let them know the good news. I'll try to refrain from texting you becacuse that is a bit less exciting (but I do have free texting, so who knows.) Point is, though, you will all know plenty in advance, trust me.
But thank you for making Brian and I smile a bit. It was a nice rumor.

And in case there are any others going around, I wish to dispel those as well: I am not pregnant, I am not a lesbian(although it does sound like fun), I am not really a man, I do have a belly button, No I have not killed my beta fish, and I was not in Playboy (although, a small chest is getting to be quite popular these days).

Things that ARE true (aka, updates on my life):
~ Brian is 20 today. He's so old. But I'm still older. 21 this November. woohoo.
~ I got a job today! I'm going to be working at Lowe's. I'm thoroughly excited. Actually, I pretty much got hired on the spot today. I was told I will probably be working the Customer Service desk because of my experience working with people (especially with Student Security. So I would like to thank all of those intoxiated teenagers and semi-adults for making this possible.)
~ I am going to New Hampshire in a week and a half with my family and Brian.
~ My laptop is officially dead. I'm going to be getting a credit card, ordering an HP instead of a Dell this time, and enjoying that much.
~ I'm a junior in college now. And my sister has just graduated high school. I'm a bit weirded out by all of this. The thought that I am practically halfway done with my undergraduate career makes me thrilled beyond belief. I do believe I'm going to be adding psychology in as a double major with my English, and THUS I will be staying for a 5th year. Crazy things, I tell you.
~ I cut my hair. It's much shorter than it was, which is definitely a change seeing as I've been growing it out for about the past year and a half.

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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2007|01:43 pm]
To anyone, I don't care who you are -

Has your laptop/computer ever crashed and you lost all of your documents and photos? Currently, my laptop is preparing for her deathbed and I'm not sure where to move from there. If you've lost your photos and/or documents, please let me know what you did to revive them. And if you did not revive them - I need coping methods quickly.  And when did it happen?

Thank you to anyone who responds to this. I need all the help I can get.
Samantha
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2007|10:53 pm]
Aimee graduated today.
I'm home for the summer. Trying to find a job.
Brian and I are incredible.

I GOT MY HAIR CUT TODAY! It's so short now... compared to what it was, anyway. It was down past my bust. I love it. A lot. (Pictures soon, I suppose.)

That's all I can think of right now.

How is everyone doing?
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2007|04:00 pm]
  •  I am now in the final stretch of my sophomore year of college, which incredibly strange to me. I went through and changed things to say "Junior at Umass" instead of Sophomore. I'm half-way through college.
  •  I went through all of my grades to see what I would be getting in my classes... the lowest grades I will get in them are:
    Psychology: B  
    Social Problems: B 
    Dean's Book: A- 
    Color In The Cage/Concert Band: A 
    Musical Theater and Popular Culture:  B? (no idea) 
    American Identities: B+/A-  
    Thus, in all, I think I faired pretty well for this being my rough, slack-off semester. I could have done a LOT better though.
  • Color in the Cage was incredible. It's hard to believe that I picked up my very first flag this past summer... and now I'm, dare I say, good? The show was so much fun. The twirling show was interesting. I was set for the very first section, waiting for the music to start and what do I see crawling on the floor in front of me? A spider! Things went peachy after that until the flat toss... where Rachel's baton landed on top of my head. Great thing was, though, that I caught my own baton and kept spinning, all the while, pretending nothing happened. The look on my parents face at that moment was perfect. And Intermediate Cage... oh man. *smiles* I didn't drop my sabre. Actually, I didn't drop anything. I was on time. I loved it. Yay for adrenaline rushes! =) I'm excited for band camp now. No longer a rookie. I took out 2 flags (one for myself, and one for Aimee) and a sabre to make all of my skills stronger.
  •  I've been RPing my life away. Harry Potter, of course. I can't help it. So addicted... not that I want to help it much. It gives me a place to write and play with my muses a bit.
  • I'm currently trying to find a job for the summer. We'll see how that goes. Depending on how my Sears interview goes, I may be putting in some apps at restaurants. I'm also going to be getting my bartending license this summer. (woohoo!) Seeing as I'll be 21 this coming fall, I could be raking in the tips.
  • As of right now, I don't have much packed in my dorm. I'm finally going home on the 26th. Why so late?
    1. My last final is on the 23rd. It's an optional final, but I'd like to see if I can pull up my Social Problems grade a bit more.
    2. Student security has me on a bunch of shifts up until then. AND Brian and I both decided to work Commencement on the 26th, which is great pay and easy work.
  • I seriously need to do laundry.
  • I'm hoping a LOT of people leave campus tonight because starting tomorrow night I'll be working every night up until the 24th for student security and really don't want to deal with drunk people.
  • Stamp prices = $0.41? Excuse me?

    That's all I have for now... More at another time.
    Enjoy and good luck on finals.

~Samantha~

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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2007|04:28 am]
I've decided that I am totally awesome.

And incredibly in love with Brian.

And the semester is FINALLY almost over. I need to find a job at home.. considering getting my bartending license. I joked to my parents that I was going to work as a bartender at Foxy Lady since I wouldn't have to strip, but as long as I wear sexy clothes, the drunk pervs would give me great tips. But I may waitress or bartend somewhere. Not sure where. I just seriously need a GOOD job.

And my colorguard show is on May 12 at Umass. I'm in both the intermediate cage and twirler tech. It'll be a good show.

I seriously need the summer at home though. I'm getting a bit angsty.. and this has seriously been my "slack off" semester. Not that I can afford it, really. I got Dean's List last semester, but this semester was really rough on me. Without Marching Band to take up my time and my brain activity... I've had too much time to be homesick and working weird late shift hours has been screwing with my sleep patterns. Going to bed between 4:30am and 6:00am isn't healthy.

I can't wait to see my family in a week.

And now... my bed beckons.. I will either have dreams of Brian.. or of Harry Potter seeing as I'm obsessed. *sigh* TW Rocks My Socks and has taken over my brain... *sigh*

Updates on anyone? No one writes in their journals anymore. No one exists. Not here, on myspace, xanga or any of those other fun places. But facebook - that's a place for activity.

Night,
Samantha
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2007|12:03 am]
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits:By Myself - Linkin Park
Waking up:Another One Bites the Dust - Queen
Average day:Rich Man's Frug - Fosse (hmm I'm not sure I understand this one haha)
First date:Stay With You - Goo Goo Dolls
Falling in love:I Wish - Hilary Duff (Erm, ok lright.)
Love scene:Come On Over(All I Want Is You - Christina Aguilera (old school!)
Fight scene:Happy - Hilary Duff (it actually does make sense if you look at the lyrics, I suppose.)
Breaking up:Not Coming Home - Maroon 5
Getting back together:Finale/Oh, the Thinks You Can Think - Seussical
Secret love:Feelin' Good - Pussycat Dolls
Life's okay:Infatuation - Christina Aguilera
Mental breakdown:Could We Start Again Please - Jesus Christ Superstar
Driving:Good Morning, Baltimore(Reprise) - Hairspray(Doesn't really work, but that's ok I guess.)
Learning a lesson:I Can Make You A Man(Reprise) - Rocky Horror Picture Show (Lesson: never mess with a transvestite)
Deep thought:Suppertime - Little Shop Of Horrors (Doesn't fit)
Flashback:Breaking the Rules - AC/DC
Partying:Conga - Umass Marching Band
Happy dance:Razzle Dazzle - Chicago
Regreting:Get Mine, Get Yours - Christina Aguilera
Long night alone:Cure for the Itch - Linkin Park
Death scene:She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Closing credits:Can't Hold Us Down - Christina Aguilera
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2007|03:20 pm]
I am performing with the band at Boston Symphony Hall on May 10th. We're playing WITH the Pops!

Also - I'm a dancer for Cage (the intermediate colorguard group. We have our show in May.) Our song is History Repeating. I love my flag work, its brilliant and I'm catching on extremely fast. And baton is also going really well for me!!! But sabre... we'll see about that. I may not be a weapon type of girl (even though I love it.)

Brian and I are doing wonderfully. We're approaching 20 months. Which is incredibly crazy and amazing.

My classes are going well. I've been going through a bout of homesickness, though. One that has lasted my since the end of winter break.
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2007|12:17 pm]
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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2007|07:02 pm]
Hey everyone,
I just got a new cell phone - so send me your phone numbers in a private message.
ALSO, I just got free texting... so text me all you want. it will be fun.

<3
Samantha
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The List!!! [Feb. 28th, 2007|06:32 pm]

This is the post that everyone's been waiting for. Both on Facebook and on Livejournal, people put in their own names and the names of people that we both know. I took all of these names and mixed them up in a big list. Now, before you try and guess what your own secret tidbit is, just know - they aren't as obvious as they may seem to be, but then again they aren't things that I've quite shared with you all either. And no, I won't tell you which one is you. I probably don't remember. I went with what I felt at the moment.

I don't know you that well, but you seem pretty cool.

You've changed a lot, and I'm not exactly sure that it's for the better.

We always got along so well.

I think that you don't try enough.

You're a follower.

You are sometimes quite embarassing to be around.

You make me very happy. And I'm very thankful to have someone like you in my life.

You're a great person and I want nothing more than for you to be happy.

I'm glad to see a smile on your face.

It's wrong of you to talk about people behind their backs the way you do. It makes people feel like shit, especially when they find out.

It's so awesome that we're getting to be good friends. You're great to talk to.

I know you know what happened.

You've made some really bad decisions thus far and I'm pretty sure the bad decisions will keep coming. As far as I know, you haven't tried to fix them.

I don't know you very well, but that's alright.

You make things a little quirkier.

I don't know why you do the things you do. I don't even know if YOU know why you do it.

I'm glad I had you in my life for the time that I did. You made me very happy and I will never forget that.

You make late nights so much more interesting.

You make me smile sometimes.

I don't know what to make of you.

I haven't talked to you in a while, but I'm glad things are going well.

You make really stupid decisions.

I haven't talked to you in a long time, and I really don't have an interest to.

I'm glad things are going well for you.

You are nice.

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FOR EVERYONE [Feb. 22nd, 2007|03:20 pm]
Hey, I got this from someone else but it was a REALLY cool idea:

Write down your full name and then the name of someone else that you and I both know (we don't need to be close or friends.)

The work that you have to do is done there.

This responding ends Feb. 27th. When that day comes around, I will compile a list of "What I Think About You." Your names will not be with my responses, it will just be one large list of thoughts about people. These responses will be 100% honest feelings that I have about you and the rest of the people on the list.

Please do this. It will be interesting. The compilation will be posted in Facebook, Livejournal and maybe myspace.

Love,
Samantha
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Updates Of Samantha [Feb. 16th, 2007|12:10 pm]
[Current Location |My Dorm Room]
[Emotion of the Moment | In Love]
[Current Quote/Song |The faint memory of the Grey's Anatomy theme song in my head]

- I've just finished my third week of classes this semester. Not bad. Things have been going pretty slowly. I'm really homesick.

- I get to see my parents tomorrow! They're coming up to visit Brian and I. I miss them so much.

- It snowed here. I hate snow. So much. It's way too cold right now, but it should be getting warmer eventually. The winds really hurt and its blinding outside. I want it all to melt.

- I got a job doing student security. I work 8pm-12am on weekdays and 8pm-3am on weekends. Tonight is my first 3am shift. So this should be interesting. I check in the residents of the dorm I'm assigned to, sign in their guests and report anything bad going on. It's not horrible. But tonight is the first weekend/late shift. Thank goodness I have Brian. He comes and visits me at work. Tonight he's picking up dinner at Chicago's so I can stay awake. (I've been SO tired these past few weeks.)

- Brian and I came up with the following conclusion: This time last year I was busy with Wheaton, dealing with things there (my emotions, my classes, not liking where I was in general), I was also dealing with being separated from Brian. Then once summer came, I was working 35-50 hours weeks with the camp from the start of summer right up until 2 days before I left for Band Camp. Then I went to Band Camp (oh my goodness.) and school started. I was incredibly busy with classes and especially marching band just about EVERY day. And on weekends the bus trips for hours at a time and then back, and sleeping on gym floors. (I'm not complaining though. I love colorguard/marching band.) And now here I am, in a very relaxed and empty semester. I finally have time to just sit and be. Nothing is taking up my time. So now I don't know what to do with myself. I'm crashing from my year filled with activity.

- I made it into intermediate guard. I'm very happy and relieved. haha. I was pretty nervous for a while that I wasn't as great at guard as I thought I was. I've got some great instructors and I'm really excited to learn more. These people have truly become a part of my family. My home away from home, perhaps. 

- I've decided to work with my major and add another one. This will be my new degree track when I'm finished talking to advisors: Majors: English; Minor: Education, Psychology
I've decided to really challenge myself and bring myself to where I need to be. I want to make the most of my time here. Psychology MAY be made into a major if I have time. But regardless, it will be in there somewhere.

- Brian and I. My goodness. I don't even know where to begin with us. Our relationship is so incredible. This Sunday, Feb 18th, will mark out year and a half. It's so strange to feel this strongly for someone. I thought my relationships in the past had intense feelings, but I was very wrong. My feelings in the past were nothing compared to this. This Valentine's Day we decided that we'd had enough Valentine experiences in the past, going all out for our significant others, and this time we'd just be us. I got him a little box of butterfingers (upon his request) and he got me a little box of chocolates (upon my request) and he made me pasta. Then we cuddled. That was all we needed. The knowledge of each other's presence. We don't need a holiday to share the fact that we love each other. One day out of 365 is not enough to show someone you love them, it should happen every day. Spending lots of money on a fancy dinner, a night out on the town, or on expensive champagne doesn't mean you love someone. It's in just being together, in the thought, the honesty, and in recollection of how much you've grown together over time.

And this is where I say adieu. I have a lot of homework to get together, scholarship forms to fill out, and a life to live. Oh ya, and a 12pm - 3am shift to work tonight. *sigh* But I have my parents and Brian to look forward to. And a sabre to play with.

Stay gold.
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Send me some! [Feb. 13th, 2007|12:37 am]
Hey everyone,
Send me Valentine's please!!!! I'm curious what you all have to say. It's fun!! Doooo iiiiit!

<3
Samantha

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HARRY POTTER!!! [Feb. 1st, 2007|09:06 am]
Harry Potter Release Date: July 21st, 2007!!!!!!
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An update. [Jan. 28th, 2007|01:19 pm]
[Current Location |In My Dorm]
[Emotion of the Moment | drained]

Random updates about my life:

So, I'm back at Umass. I've been here since Friday. Classes haven't even started and I miss being home. 

My car was egged again, about a week or so before I went back to school.

I went with the band on Friday to perform at Craig Mello's Nobel Peace Prize ceremony in Worcester, MA. It was absolutely amazing and it was such an honor to be a part of something so incredible. (PS. The Nobel Prize looks like a big penny.)

I'm going to do Twirler Techniques and I have to buy my own baton, which really excites me. And I'm going to do Color In The Cage. Go me!

It's rather cold. We get a little snow every so often, but not a lot. Thankfully.

I've decided I want a Nobel Prize in literature. Now I just have to figure out what to write.

Grey's Anatomy makes me happy.

So does Brian. We're coming up on our 18 months. (1.5 years) Four days after Valentine's Day. We' ve decided that we aren't going to do anything crazy for the holiday. We just want to spend time together and maybe go out to dinner. (A box of chocolates, perhaps?)

I'm obsessed with Harry Potter. *sigh* The next book NEEDS to come out.

Write to me! If anyone wants my address, just comment here and I'll reply to the comment with my address. Even if its just a postcard.

Alrighty. I'm going to finish unpacking.
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2007|03:11 pm]
I was cleaning my myspace a little. Taking out pointless information and adding new thoughts. I also added new pictures. While doing this, however, I decided to go through my blog and take out posts that I thought shouldn't be there anymore.

Eventually I got tired of deleting posts and just read through them instead.

Things have changed so much since I started writing in there:
- My views of certain people.
- Emotions I used to have.
- How immature and naive I used to be.
- My thoughts on certain relationships and friendships.
- The information I didn't have versus what I have now.

In some ways it felt like a culture shock to me. I felt like I was reading posts by a stranger, not by me. Memories that would have hurt me now just make me go "Wow, I forgot about that."

Things have changed so much since I've been in High School. I definitely don't vent out like I used to. And I'm in a relationship with someone I never thought I would be with. There was one post that simply said "I accidentally fell in love with my best friend." But reading before that, I could tell that I had fallen for him a long time before that.

Posts before that were of trust that I held when I shouldn't have and decisions about where I should go to college.

So strange...

I've changed so much in two years. For the better. I have healthier people in my life and I'm so much happier.

There were wonderful memories in there that sparked an "aww" - Brian and my friendship before we gained the courage to speak up about our feelings, bubble wrap parties, and just thoughts.
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